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Again, problem started. One neighbour saw me for several days and complained to my mom that he (me) talks to someone everyday for 3 hrs, I used to record voice for my videos so she thought like this. My mum ignored, I mean she didn't ignored but didn't reacted. A lot of neighbours started complaining the same, she thought I'm ruining her image in the neighbourhood, but still she didn't reacted. She listened me talking something but didn't reacted as I used create videos in English which was improving my vocabulary and english speaking too.

My cousin (whom I used hate then and even now) used to have an extra phone which was of Intex brand, she used to keep it idle like it was of no use to her, but since I hated her, I never asked her to give it to me, infact she used to hate me too (some family issues). So, whenever she used to go out, I use that phone to create videos and before she come, I just put it at that same place so that she doesn't know. I used to save my money to do recharge for internet.

It was only smartphone in our family which my father used to take with him to work. He would leave at 9:30 AM and come back at 9 PM. I used to wake up at 4 AM and go to the terrace of my house to record voiceovers while hiding from the neighbors, otherwise they would think I'm psycho. My mom used to wake up at 6 AM to bring milk, so to get extra time, I started bringing milk instead of her so that she don't notice me and I would wake her up at 7 AM, and then leave for school. So, all in all, I had only 3 (or 3.5 max.) hours to do the job.

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Finally, my YouTube fever got over, and some days later, I randomly started my JEE prep, did well and got into a decent college.

Honestly, I was so dedicated to YouTube that I would automatically wake up at 4 AM without any alarm. We were a joint family back then, and my grandparents used to wake up at 4 AM, so it was like ki if I'm waking at 4 AM, it's Ok but not if I wake up before that my parents would ask me to sleep. There were many instances where I woke up at 2 AM and went to the washroom to check my channel stats because of that 4 AM thing, and I used to spent 2 hrs. there in hot April weather without any fan or anything and I used to see all the stats. I can't tell how much involved I was.

Hsssh, let's stop for now.

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One day I missed putting the phone at the right place and she saw me, I just asked her to give it to me and she declined that she needed that one too, but she was just making excuses. Anyways, another time my dream was broken and I never touched that phone again.

My channel grew to some 400 subscribers in just 1 month and around 8–10k views in 30 videos before something happened.

Honestly, I don't have much regrets.

Why have feminists not demanded that females be required to register with the selective service? Are female lives more precious than male lives?

Plot twist : the day my dream crushed, I got an email at 3 Am from a game developer asking me to create a paid video about his game.

Only regret I have in my life is giving up on my YouTube dream.

My brother deleted everything, my channel, all of my screenshots, my editing apps, my voiceovers, everything.

Why do atheists not love a G-d that does not stop punishing them harder and harder in this world and the next until they surrender to Him?

During those days, I was crazy for YouTube, even much more than IIT during my JEE prep. If someone had told me back then that I would clear JEE Advanced two years later, I wouldn't have believed them. In fact, I would laughed at them.

My most successful channel was created when I was in class 8. I had around 75–80 videos that got about 18K cumulative views which earned me around 800 subscribers. However, one random day, YouTube deleted my channel due to strikes from music labels and game developers. I used to create videos related to games not exactly like gameplay but telling people about games like its history, giving them safe mods, and all.

One random day, me and my brother started fighting for mobile(which is common between siblings) and he complained to my mom about my channel. I won't say she scolded me, she sort of tortured me and beat me a lot, like a lot like the same way police will treat a terrorist. I don't want to remember what happened that day, surely it was one of the worst day of my life. A creator was literally killed that day.

Why am I peeing so much without drinking a lot of water? I checked my blood sugar and it is normal. Could it be something else?

In class 12, her son scored less than 60% and daughter scored around 75% despite both of them being studious and taking tuitions worth 1000s a month and I did everything from YouTube.

I don't know but…

This was one and only smartphone in the house, and it got some problems when I was in class 9, which shattered everything. We were living with a keypad phone for next 2 years.

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The neighbour to tell her first and spreaded all this in the neighbourhood was jealous of me as her son and daughter were my classmates and I was far ahead of them, I got 93% in class 12th where her son scored 72% and daughter scored 71% and I took revenge with her face being pale that day. My channel got deleted in May 2020 and result came on 15 July.

~ Trying to live a life worth remembering

(Who knows if I continued, what would've happened.)

Hi everybody! I have been looking at posts on narcs and narc abuse on here and if has really helped me out a lot. I am currently struggling with my situation and need some advice/support. I met a narc last year, everything seemed to good to be true. Love bombing, always texting calling and taking me on dates. Everything changed when someone warned me about him out in public in front of him and who he is. This caused a conflict with us and the love bombing seized. he would tell me that everything is okay and i can come and talk. He would set a time limit on me and kick me out after that. he would then text me like everything was fine and we hung out again and after that he completely ghosted me for one week. He came back and texted me a week later laughing about the ghosting and acting like nothing had happened. he continued to text me ( not like in the beginning) make plans with me, then on the day of the plans he would just ghost me. One day he would act interested the next silence. i contacted him a month later and he acted like nothing happened. He was on a vacation and sent me a picture of another woman ( someone he allegedly met on the trip) to strike a reaction but i never gave him one. After the trip he came to my place and was extremely rude, accusing me of going on dates with a bunch of men. The next day he accused me of being an alcoholic and that he wanted nothing to do with me but said well maybe we can be "friends" then ghosted me i assumed at this point it was over and i would never hear from him again. He contacted me on the holiday a month later acting like everything was great. We ended up hanging out a month or so later and when we hung out it went well, i thought things were going in the right direction. after we hung out.. silence. I would try to text him and if he replied it would be very short then he just stopped replying. He ghosted me for almost three months. I thought he was done this time and of course he popped up again like nothing happened. At this point i was getting sick of if so i questioned him as to why he dissapeared and always does this. Of course he had some sob story about a injury and family member dying of cancer. I felt pity for him and he gave me an apology.. so i took him back stupidly. things seemed to be going smooth for a couple months, of course until his family member died and his injury got better he never contacted me and was distant. Menawhile, i was there for him during the difficult time for him. He lied to me about the funeral and never wanted to chat. I was chasing him and he would always claim nothing was wrong but when i said i thought he used me when he was down he could not handle it and would always tell me he didnt care and to go away. I would get so upset i would try texting him to work it out he would barelt respond and if he did he would not be nice about it. we did hang out a couple times after that, he would ignore me after. One day i was like hey i think you are seeing someone else, and i was like well ixam seeing someone so no problem if you are he said " buy bye good luck with your new guy stop contacting me" i was devastated and tried to get into contact with him for weeks then i just gave up and accepted it was over. He ended up contacting me a month later acting like everything was fine. He wanted to go out and have drinks i told him i would. He and i both seemed to have a great time. He ends up ignoring me again. I kept texting him trying to figure out what was wrong. He kept saying everything was fine and i said ok can we hang out again? He said maybe i was like why? He just kept saying maybe … our last conversation we had… i said what is wrong ? He said nothing is wrong everything is fine. I asked him why he keeps saying maybe. He said " maybe but i dont want to see you right now" i said why? He saix " im just not feeling it, if i wanted to date i would" i said why did you contact me less then a week ago wanting to go out? He said i didnt.. even though he did. So i said should i just move on or what? He said whatever you want to do. So i said that he was really confusing me and asked him if he had anything more to say before i move on? My messages were turning green so i panicked he blocked me and reacted irrationally. I said " omg did you block me? My messages are not going through. Even texted him on my work phone asking what was up. And called him twice ( please dont judge me i know it is pathetic i never was this type of girl before him) so he replied and said " Ok I'll block you now" then immedietly blocked me. He has never blocked me before since I have met him he will just ghost. Is this ths final discard aka " grand finale? Did i just push him too far? this has upset me so much its hard to even function.

Then, after my class 10 board exams, which ended on 18 March 2020, we bought a new phone. The first thing I did with that phone was creating a new YouTube channel, even though I had no clear idea of what content to make. I started creating same game related videos, the content that I wished existed.

I got exposed to YouTube when I was in class 6 and my father bought a second hand mobile phone, and not gonna lie, from the very beginning, I was more enthusiastic about the upload feature in the app more than the view one. I created many channels, more than 10 in numbers in different timeline but I would mention stories of the two channels where I spent more than 80% of my time.